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A Window Over Baldwin Park

by McLeod

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1.
Is it just the wind? I hear the voices again that echo Like flashes of lightning that swallow me whole But do what you will You're drifting The water's still and open But overhead the stars will burn holes in the sky With time and fire I felt my eyes grow tired of searching yet always wandering back To you You turned me out I prayed but you already turned your back So I stood on my head To watch the satellites circling us (Lakeside girl) Had a bad night with your friends (Lakeside girl) Took one last ride on the train (Lakeside girl) Don't forget to speak to me in dreams (Lakeside girl) Meet me where the curtain draws apart
2.
Growing Up 03:31
These days I can feel the golden age decline Friends come knocking on the door inside my mind Remember how it all begins A picture through a broken lens We'll sit and watch the sun go down These days I can feel the distance in between Worn out traces of the kids we used to be Don't answer if you don't have time Just call whenever I cross your mind We'll talk until the hours grow long Remember, remember Things we said when it's all over Remember, remember Things we said when it's all over January said to meet her on the lawn She said she knows the answers to what we've got going wrong We're better off to watch the sun and leave all of the chores undone To leave all of the bills unpaid To sit and romance in the shade Each day has worries of its own So let's roll down the window as we drive home We'll sit and watch the miles go by Remember, remember Things we said when it's all over Remember, remember Things we said when it's all over Remember, remember Things we said when it's all over Remember, remember Things we said when it's all over
3.
Radio Summer 03:45
Radio summer, where's my passport? I've been dreaming here for way too long I tripped on the bottle to take in the landscape I'd do anything to kill my time Something about you slipped into my mind And it hurt, and it hurt, and it hurt To face the truth And how are you? August eleven from out of nowhere I hope twenty seven treats you well I've had my suspicions, but don't be a fool, dear Just tell me why you want to shut me out I lay down beside you to feel the burning years Coming true, coming true, coming true And I'm confused Looking 'round for myself, looking 'round for myself No idea where I've gone, but as far as I know I picked up the habit of hiding from my shadow Thinking that I'm better off staring down the radio I just want a way out, drive me to the shore Yeah maybe drift off on the coast of California This is not a postcard, this is not a phone call One wrong step and I'm back inside of these walls I was hoping I could be the one to show you All the pretty days unfolding Each one in its own design And you know that I could be the one to hold you Loving never felt this easy You could be my one desire But in the starlight, gently I feel you stirring And I know this won't be easy
4.
Golden Light 04:44
Summer comes with a golden light Summer comes I can't sleep at night I'm always walking around in this broken form As I try to avoid my bedroom door It's not easy coming home to the one you love When even simple conversations keep you on your toes I'm sorry that I couldn't quite get the words out When it was on my tongue God help us if we end up pulling the shades down When it's light out Summer goes in a photo frame Autumn's here and I don't feel the same Is it odd for you to feel so at ease? To forget your worries and haunt my dreams? One time we were headed in the same direction Now the world's a con I was staring in the mirror at my own reflection When the light came on So nervous when I think about shaking the dust off And how forced it was Nowadays I sit around wasting the chance at euphoria It's all too much You lost your touch And now it's weighing you right down Some things change It makes you feel strange So let's just wander back to bed
5.
Watch Her Go 04:13
See her eyes talking Feel her mind walking Clouds roll over and away she goes And she's in no hurry But I've got my worries And most of them to do with her She's a modern girl Light my next cigarette She said she's not home yet So time goes keeping my eyes closed And we both want better But we can't hurt together Two hearts broken and yet so in love I think it was love Find her lying on the shore We don't talk much anymore Most nights trying just to catch her breath And she's got sand in her hair And all these pills got me scared Arms around her while she slips away I don't know what to say And no one knows the true way out But still she blames herself for forward and then back In a fantasy We watch the ghosts walk through the walls The shattered window down the hall Sometimes I wonder if we've gone insane Am I to blame? I kept the door open For some time I was hoping Passing days would send her back to me And it's not easy to disguise When you've got nowhere left to hide One month crying on the bedroom floor A letter said she's sure And I remember the first time The words "I love you" made her sigh Letting go was like a year or more Now we've got everything we want All the forgiveness in the world But somehow life ain't what it used to be When we were seventeen
6.
Sun goes down and it's alright I'm keeping my eye on the satellite I see how cold and silently It circles the moon and it's scaring me Now I can't sleep when it's on my mind Back on the street and I'm terrified All of these faces with the digital eyes Telling me I'm on the losing side Walk through the door She sneaks up beside me She starts to flirt It doesn't excite me Take a walk I just want to get home again One more drink And maybe we can play pretend It's just like you to take your feelings and say long, long gone Avoid all eyes that look with meaning, don't let your heart turn on Convince yourself that no one should know you And that's how it's going to be But you're still bleeding, you won't last long in the cold Just wait and see I am scared of myself I am scared of myself I am scared of myself I am scared of myself Summer's over and she whispers in my ear that we've arrived home I've been wasted, trying to scream all the bad news back into my phone Half the faces that I turn to when I'm weak don't notice me It's complicated, I'm just faking honestly
7.
This time we've got a chance To make a change of plans Looking down on the glassy streets Heart racing while the city sleeps I heard you talking on the telephone You said it's never easy letting go I know the future is a mystery But can you feel it when you look at me? Can you feel it when you look? We could float on the edge of the wind and get lost And then we'd never be close to the night when it falls Sleep sound over radiant seas in my arms And you will notice a change in the air and the stars Listen closer at the break of day I hear the voices in a different way I keep counting with the turning hands Now and then it all makes sense So I've been walking through an endless door Where every memory leaves me not so sure But in the quiet there's a place to stay I keep asking you to turn this way I keep asking you to turn We could float on the edge of the wind and get lost And then we'd never be close to the night when it falls Sleep sound over radiant seas in my arms And you will notice a change in the air and the stars
8.
Cold Air II 00:57
9.
Pay attention as the clock strikes twelve It's the end I guess Was it really worth the time? I lost the battle to control my fears And I have no idea when I'll be moving on So look me in the eye I'm about to end my searching I found what I was looking for There's a funny thing called time It seems to strip my mind of reason It's all I want and more Something struck me when you said my name Nothing stays the same We're all just running wild I found my future in a neon sign But we don't have much time Could you stay awhile? So look me in the eye I'm about to end my searching I found what I was looking for There's a funny thing called time It seems to strip my mind of reason It's all I want and more
10.
It took some time to search you out I keep your secrets in my mouth And every night I watch the years go by And I've been learning how to not ask why Now and then it comes creeping back And it's been a while since I was on track And I'd be lying if I said I'm not scared to open myself And try to face this pain But I'm also scared to hold it in Thirty years under southern skies Never taught me how to say goodbye Someone told me I could live without you And all I wanted was to never find out So I move on but it's hell sometimes Cause when I dream I see your crying eyes And all those haunted nights with the pills And "just one more sip", I watched you go blind And it felt like just a matter of time

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released November 20, 2020

All songs written by Thomas Mole
Recorded by Thomas Mole, Josh Cook, and Ben Thompson
Mixed by Thomas Mole
Mastered by Max Lorenzen at Rare Ear
Album cover by Josh Cook and Thomas Mole

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McLeod Savannah, Georgia

Hey I'm Thomas. How are you? Tell me everything. How's your day going? I hope you're doing well. I hope we can be friends. Click on my instagram thingy and let's be friends. I'm glad you're checking out my music. I hope you find a song or two that hits the spot for you. As Ringo would say, Peace and Love :) ... more

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